Friday, September 30, 2005
♥ weekend here i come..
hey hey~
So finally its friday,..and finally one morning n afternoon has end..(err hopefully i put this rite)..in the morning i was tense because i was going to have a maths test. Well all i can say is..um...it turn out to be..okay n not. Din manage to do those questions that i din study on..-no comments-
then in the afternoon i had my 2nd hour of driving lessons..grrrrrrr...i was darn nervous..darn worried of every negative concequences that i could think of~ Silly me!..
So as i drove out of TTSS..waiting for all the cars to pass by..ok so there was no car n its my road now..as i was about to turn...another came from the left..so i have to stop..then suddenly the car's engine died..oh my..then i continued to drive..at least the driving tutor is patient..n told me not to be affraid..dun get to tense up..
the car died a few times...lets see..
on my way home..using the road heading to bukit padang..ok so when i finally reach the junction turning into BDC,the highway..n to kolombong....
my driving instructor told me to change to gear 1..ok i did..then slowly turn..without pressing on the acceleration..then suddenly the car din move after i turned..oh gosh..* i started to panic*..then..free gear..restart the car..press the clutch..turn to gear one..n drive..grrrrrrr...n the reason y the car din move was because..my gear was on gear 3!!!!!!!
next..as i was driving back home..ok turning..everything was smooth..till i reached the last junction..as i turned..the car died again.! Now wat!@ hrmm... do the same thing again..restart..free gear...n there was like one car infront waiting for me to move..n another behind..(eeeeee...must be saying..."aiya this L plat"...)
hrrrrmmm....the car was jerking...my instructor told me..i press two paddle at once..hahaha...>.<>
anyway, learn from mistake..n gain experience..
wish i m those cool type of person.................anxiety...anxiety...anxiety......WHY am i born to be a person who worries alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
-----bye-----
So finally its friday,..and finally one morning n afternoon has end..(err hopefully i put this rite)..in the morning i was tense because i was going to have a maths test. Well all i can say is..um...it turn out to be..okay n not. Din manage to do those questions that i din study on..-no comments-
then in the afternoon i had my 2nd hour of driving lessons..grrrrrrr...i was darn nervous..darn worried of every negative concequences that i could think of~ Silly me!..
So as i drove out of TTSS..waiting for all the cars to pass by..ok so there was no car n its my road now..as i was about to turn...another came from the left..so i have to stop..then suddenly the car's engine died..oh my..then i continued to drive..at least the driving tutor is patient..n told me not to be affraid..dun get to tense up..
the car died a few times...lets see..
on my way home..using the road heading to bukit padang..ok so when i finally reach the junction turning into BDC,the highway..n to kolombong....
my driving instructor told me to change to gear 1..ok i did..then slowly turn..without pressing on the acceleration..then suddenly the car din move after i turned..oh gosh..* i started to panic*..then..free gear..restart the car..press the clutch..turn to gear one..n drive..grrrrrrr...n the reason y the car din move was because..my gear was on gear 3!!!!!!!
next..as i was driving back home..ok turning..everything was smooth..till i reached the last junction..as i turned..the car died again.! Now wat!@ hrmm... do the same thing again..restart..free gear...n there was like one car infront waiting for me to move..n another behind..(eeeeee...must be saying..."aiya this L plat"...)
hrrrrmmm....the car was jerking...my instructor told me..i press two paddle at once..hahaha...>.<>
anyway, learn from mistake..n gain experience..
wish i m those cool type of person.................anxiety...anxiety...anxiety......WHY am i born to be a person who worries alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
-----bye-----
5:11 PM
Monday, September 26, 2005
♥ I cant believe it!
Oh gosh!...Cant believe i drove yesterday!!! All the way from Taman BDC to KMK through khidmat road!! ahhhhhhhh!!....*freak out*!...then from KMK back home using the highway!..>.<..wuhuu..wat an adventure! get to drive for the first lesson!My driving tutor stop at the side of the road along the way goin into the housing estate..n told me to drive but before that..he tought me how to change gears..all the basic stuff of driving..!!my mind was like..oh no..can i do it??..i just learn how to move the car but dunno how to control the steering-wheel..what happens if i knock somone else car..or other cars will knock me..or how fast should i go..all the negative thoughts!...Mann!
..i had problems with the steering-wheel tho..heh..turn to slow..n wrong way of holding the steering-wheel..oh ya and holding it too tight..hahaha..(guess i was nerveous) =P the car "died" a few times..at the junction..next to khidmat supermarket which made me panic! n cars were lining up behind..LOL! anyway it was excitng..the best part was when you are driving on a smooth straight road..hah..paradise..LOL!..7more hours to go...eeekksss!
-guess i dont really have the enthusiams to drive =P
Life is getting more n more busy, n i dun really hav the time to blog........>.<
lots of test coming up..did badly in chem..maths test coming up this friday,yikesss..( i m so lost in maths)...barely hav any idea wat i hav learned...darn!
last term exam is coming up to..a month to go..
--alrite..i hav to stop here..need to search for some company profiles...for the darn "final english project"..--
ciousz~~
..i had problems with the steering-wheel tho..heh..turn to slow..n wrong way of holding the steering-wheel..oh ya and holding it too tight..hahaha..(guess i was nerveous) =P the car "died" a few times..at the junction..next to khidmat supermarket which made me panic! n cars were lining up behind..LOL! anyway it was excitng..the best part was when you are driving on a smooth straight road..hah..paradise..LOL!..7more hours to go...eeekksss!
-guess i dont really have the enthusiams to drive =P
Life is getting more n more busy, n i dun really hav the time to blog........>.<
lots of test coming up..did badly in chem..maths test coming up this friday,yikesss..( i m so lost in maths)...barely hav any idea wat i hav learned...darn!
last term exam is coming up to..a month to go..
--alrite..i hav to stop here..need to search for some company profiles...for the darn "final english project"..--
ciousz~~
4:52 PM
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
♥ Its been a long time...since?
Phew...so when was the last time i blog?..LOL..no idea. Had been really really busy lately till i had no time to blog..Life in Sinaran is getting more n more hetic towards the end of the year..can u imagine its September already..no..no..its almost towards end of september!! n october is on its way!!..>.< ..time indeed flies really fast..
so lets see, what have i been up to?..hrm..as far as i can remember..2 weeks ago was friendship week, n i joined the telematch..(which was really crazy)..next..is the movie shooting!..malaysian studies exam (yay..done with it)..
We had to create a movie in conjuntion of "hari pahlawan"..yeah..so my class is doing Tunku Abdul Rahman..and i have to act as Tunku's mother..as well as being a kelefeh..felt really pathetic doin this..have to pretend to laugh,cry...oh gosh.. i m not a good actress. N besides sometimes i dont understand why some people just cant give a hand..maybe i m being too nice..just accept what ppl asked me to do..(gosh i don wanna be a slave to people..) hump...why is it always has to be me..sometimes when i try to be close friends to my classmates..its like..there is border which i could not bang it down..(or is it me who think too much or..couldnt socialize with them?)..weird....anyway i wouldnt be long in Sinaran..got less than a year..soon everyone will go their own seperate ways..heading to different direction to persue our studies (wonder where would i be heading to??)...Dunno how i m goin to face this situation,its sad to be departed from ur close friends...oh...cant imagine..this is part of life...anyway,better enjoy..make use..of time..with friends..studies..n yes..live life to the fullest.!~~
Today, has been a tiring day for me..stressfull as well..WHY?..cuz i just had my bio test this morning..LOL..n yes once again i did badly..dont wanna talk bout this..! Oh ya had chem test too on monday,grrrrrr.........nothing to say too..........n more test too come...*arrghh*.....
alrites..gotta end here..will update soon..ciouz
so lets see, what have i been up to?..hrm..as far as i can remember..2 weeks ago was friendship week, n i joined the telematch..(which was really crazy)..next..is the movie shooting!..malaysian studies exam (yay..done with it)..
We had to create a movie in conjuntion of "hari pahlawan"..yeah..so my class is doing Tunku Abdul Rahman..and i have to act as Tunku's mother..as well as being a kelefeh..felt really pathetic doin this..have to pretend to laugh,cry...oh gosh.. i m not a good actress. N besides sometimes i dont understand why some people just cant give a hand..maybe i m being too nice..just accept what ppl asked me to do..(gosh i don wanna be a slave to people..) hump...why is it always has to be me..sometimes when i try to be close friends to my classmates..its like..there is border which i could not bang it down..(or is it me who think too much or..couldnt socialize with them?)..weird....anyway i wouldnt be long in Sinaran..got less than a year..soon everyone will go their own seperate ways..heading to different direction to persue our studies (wonder where would i be heading to??)...Dunno how i m goin to face this situation,its sad to be departed from ur close friends...oh...cant imagine..this is part of life...anyway,better enjoy..make use..of time..with friends..studies..n yes..live life to the fullest.!~~
Today, has been a tiring day for me..stressfull as well..WHY?..cuz i just had my bio test this morning..LOL..n yes once again i did badly..dont wanna talk bout this..! Oh ya had chem test too on monday,grrrrrr.........nothing to say too..........n more test too come...*arrghh*.....
alrites..gotta end here..will update soon..ciouz
4:45 PM