Wednesday, August 30, 2006
♥ End of August..
I have decided to use blogger's template for the time being since my recent post doesnt turn up in my previous layout. Waited for a couple of days hoping it would come up..even republish as many time as possible..still no changes. But anyway here is my pass few days post:
31st August 2006:
Happy Merdeka Day! Hmm..couldnt really feel the merdeka mood this year and i notice not many flags were hung up on the lamp post along the high-way. Normally you could see lots of flags. No wonder yesterdays Daily EXpress headline said "Jalur Gemilang less profitable" poor thing.Hmm...been fidling with my blog..wondering why the post doesnt come up..starting to get on my nerves. I cut my finger nails..haha..it was very long. Painting my finger nails has been part of my hobby since i graduated frm IS..lol..But with long fingernails its hard to do housework,sometimes i could accidentally bend the nails without noticing..=P Now its really short..haha..back to my short and stumpy fingernails.Ahh..it will grow again. Typing is easier with short fingernails.hahaha.
Ok..housework time..thats it for now..ciou!~
29th August 2006:
Time flies and its towards the end of August.Quite a number of friends leaving soon to persue their studies and some going back to their 2nd home.Its quite hard and sad to depart from each other but oh well this is life. All good things always have to come to an end.
Nothing much interesting happen lately, just that i read an article from the newspaper about 3midwives who wrote a book on parenting skills. They talked about how some parents who still carry out practices that are passed down through generations like bathing their babies in beer will give them fair complexions, rubbing babies with dough which is believed it would removed toxins and help baby sleep soundly,well its not actually removing the toxins but waxing the baby's body hair off!!! Its like waxing your legs..oh my imagine the excrutiating pain the poor baby is experiencing! and the most amusing one "washing the insides of the babies mouth with a towel soaked in LISTERIN"!!!i pity the baby who is suffering from their parents doing.
Last night was flipping-the-TV-channels-night hahaha there were two interesting shows showing at the same time. One was Siti Nurhaliza and Datuk K's wedding reception on TV3 and another one was an interview between Mawi and her ex-fiance Ina about their break up on TV1 or channel 4 on astro. Gosh i think the Tv station or organiser purposely did this. Half the time during commercial break i was switching channels 4..3..3..4...not wanting to miss anything hahahaha...i noticed Tv3's commercial break was quite long. Siti look so stunning last night..from top to bottom..i admire her wedding gown..so glittery!!! made out of pearls and crystals! worth Rm300k @_@ her tiara made in hong kong but design in m'sia! i wonder when would she wear her gown again. Everything cost millions!! Her gown,shoes,accessories,the place where she had her wedding reception and etc. She just look like a princess that night!Her wedding reception was a grand one..a hall filled with lots of fresh roses..wow. Lots of invited guest..sultans,ministers..some famous actor and actresses and singers like Ning Baizura,ziana zain and many more.
I skipped the entertaining part of the wedding reception where some famous singers sang Siti songs and change to channel 4..hahahaThe Akedemi Fantasia host Aznil was interviewing Mawi and Rosyam Nor interviewing Ina both in different station and both are linked. After watching the interview i felt that Ina is really sincere towards Mawi ..and Mawi on the other hand changed alot after gaining his popularity in winning the AF's 3rd season competition. He seems cool when being interviewed and Ina was weeping part of the time...Mawi just treat Ina now as a friend and also an artist-friend.Since their engagement breakup Ina herself got famous...being drag in into the entertaiment world.Now she has published a book..so called "diary" bout her pass life with Mawi and how she felt towards him..oh my. Towards the end of the show she sang a song dedicated to Mawi and even asked Mawi to listen carefully to the lyrics. She does have a good voice haha. Mawi too at the other studio sang a song..erm i think he sang it with all his heart but dunno towards who.At the end of the show there was a surprise meet up for the both of them...Mawi was brought to the other studio where Ina is. they havent meet up with each other for months and that was the first. Its weird...i felt that Ina is being paid to do this..maybe Mawi too..seems abit rediculous...for money of for the truth for fans to see..hm hm...
Anyway as for Siti and Datuk K..they both look so sweet..hahaha..Siti sang her heart out at the end of the ceremony.Well it was a good show..and a dramatic interviewed of Mawi and Ina..
Guess i better stop here..till then..
ciou!
31st August 2006:
Happy Merdeka Day! Hmm..couldnt really feel the merdeka mood this year and i notice not many flags were hung up on the lamp post along the high-way. Normally you could see lots of flags. No wonder yesterdays Daily EXpress headline said "Jalur Gemilang less profitable" poor thing.Hmm...been fidling with my blog..wondering why the post doesnt come up..starting to get on my nerves. I cut my finger nails..haha..it was very long. Painting my finger nails has been part of my hobby since i graduated frm IS..lol..But with long fingernails its hard to do housework,sometimes i could accidentally bend the nails without noticing..=P Now its really short..haha..back to my short and stumpy fingernails.Ahh..it will grow again. Typing is easier with short fingernails.hahaha.
Ok..housework time..thats it for now..ciou!~
29th August 2006:
Time flies and its towards the end of August.Quite a number of friends leaving soon to persue their studies and some going back to their 2nd home.Its quite hard and sad to depart from each other but oh well this is life. All good things always have to come to an end.
Nothing much interesting happen lately, just that i read an article from the newspaper about 3midwives who wrote a book on parenting skills. They talked about how some parents who still carry out practices that are passed down through generations like bathing their babies in beer will give them fair complexions, rubbing babies with dough which is believed it would removed toxins and help baby sleep soundly,well its not actually removing the toxins but waxing the baby's body hair off!!! Its like waxing your legs..oh my imagine the excrutiating pain the poor baby is experiencing! and the most amusing one "washing the insides of the babies mouth with a towel soaked in LISTERIN"!!!i pity the baby who is suffering from their parents doing.
Last night was flipping-the-TV-channels-night hahaha there were two interesting shows showing at the same time. One was Siti Nurhaliza and Datuk K's wedding reception on TV3 and another one was an interview between Mawi and her ex-fiance Ina about their break up on TV1 or channel 4 on astro. Gosh i think the Tv station or organiser purposely did this. Half the time during commercial break i was switching channels 4..3..3..4...not wanting to miss anything hahahaha...i noticed Tv3's commercial break was quite long. Siti look so stunning last night..from top to bottom..i admire her wedding gown..so glittery!!! made out of pearls and crystals! worth Rm300k @_@ her tiara made in hong kong but design in m'sia! i wonder when would she wear her gown again. Everything cost millions!! Her gown,shoes,accessories,the place where she had her wedding reception and etc. She just look like a princess that night!Her wedding reception was a grand one..a hall filled with lots of fresh roses..wow. Lots of invited guest..sultans,ministers..some famous actor and actresses and singers like Ning Baizura,ziana zain and many more.
I skipped the entertaining part of the wedding reception where some famous singers sang Siti songs and change to channel 4..hahahaThe Akedemi Fantasia host Aznil was interviewing Mawi and Rosyam Nor interviewing Ina both in different station and both are linked. After watching the interview i felt that Ina is really sincere towards Mawi ..and Mawi on the other hand changed alot after gaining his popularity in winning the AF's 3rd season competition. He seems cool when being interviewed and Ina was weeping part of the time...Mawi just treat Ina now as a friend and also an artist-friend.Since their engagement breakup Ina herself got famous...being drag in into the entertaiment world.Now she has published a book..so called "diary" bout her pass life with Mawi and how she felt towards him..oh my. Towards the end of the show she sang a song dedicated to Mawi and even asked Mawi to listen carefully to the lyrics. She does have a good voice haha. Mawi too at the other studio sang a song..erm i think he sang it with all his heart but dunno towards who.At the end of the show there was a surprise meet up for the both of them...Mawi was brought to the other studio where Ina is. they havent meet up with each other for months and that was the first. Its weird...i felt that Ina is being paid to do this..maybe Mawi too..seems abit rediculous...for money of for the truth for fans to see..hm hm...
Anyway as for Siti and Datuk K..they both look so sweet..hahaha..Siti sang her heart out at the end of the ceremony.Well it was a good show..and a dramatic interviewed of Mawi and Ina..
Guess i better stop here..till then..
ciou!
10:12 AM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
♥ As life goes on
It was a rough day for me yesterday, after the lecture i received from my mom the night before..makes me think again thoroughly bout the pass n present.Took my A-level results yesterday with Adeline and Sharon. It was a quick one, Sharon was searching for a nearest parking spot to the office..we make one big round..and finally decided to park right infront of the office..behind Mr Chok's Unser..lol..hoping that he doesnt need to go out at that time.
Feeling Nervous we went in to the office..Adeline went ahead and told the secretary we came to take our results..before the 3 of us could mention our names..the secretary told Schneider who was helping her at that time..to take.."adeline chia,Sharon Tan and Yapp Sing Hui's " result slip..i was like..how the heck she recognize us..i mean remembered our names..=
Anyway we didnt want to bump into any of the lecturers or students..so we quickly rush off. Well hopefully thats the last time i step my foot into institut sinaran...
...the feeling of going back..or even visiting the institute is horrible.....meeting up with close friends who are still studying there is a different thing.
Thinking back, i realise how much time i have wasted..not using it wisely. i was given so many oppurtunity but i took it for granted. I made a mistake and i hope it doesnt repeat again. Now that i have been given a second chance..i hope i make use of it wisely..if not thats the end of my future.
Its sad..deeply sad to think how much disappointment i hav given to my love ones..what more failing to proof myself to some people out there who tend to look down upon you. I was smacked down again.......but not anymore the next time......
No point regreting over the pass..because the stain is already there.
Dreams...or some resolutions that i have mention previously, has somewhat turn upside down. The only way out now is to improve myself.
Life is going to change when we go somewhere else..to pursue our studies, ur thinking...personality..this is the turning point of our lives..and hopefully we will be a better person.
I will carry along the good memories i had with my buddies..thats for sure.
Yesterday i followed Adeline and Sharon to karamusing after taking our results..at the same time went to AC services to take some brochure. Accompanied Sharon to book her air ticket. Gosh the queue was extreamly long...took 2hours to reach Sharon's turn. we didnt stand there and wait for 2hours. There was enough time for us to have lunch and walk around.
Oh ya..as i was walking towards the escalator i collided on someone..*embarrased*...haha i didnt notice the person at all..my mind was somewhere else i think..LOL
hahahahahaha. Good thing the person didnt scream at me..or i will kick his *** ..nah just kidding..haha.
alright gotta stop here. Till then.
ciou~
Feeling Nervous we went in to the office..Adeline went ahead and told the secretary we came to take our results..before the 3 of us could mention our names..the secretary told Schneider who was helping her at that time..to take.."adeline chia,Sharon Tan and Yapp Sing Hui's " result slip..i was like..how the heck she recognize us..i mean remembered our names..=
Anyway we didnt want to bump into any of the lecturers or students..so we quickly rush off. Well hopefully thats the last time i step my foot into institut sinaran...
...the feeling of going back..or even visiting the institute is horrible.....meeting up with close friends who are still studying there is a different thing.
Thinking back, i realise how much time i have wasted..not using it wisely. i was given so many oppurtunity but i took it for granted. I made a mistake and i hope it doesnt repeat again. Now that i have been given a second chance..i hope i make use of it wisely..if not thats the end of my future.
Its sad..deeply sad to think how much disappointment i hav given to my love ones..what more failing to proof myself to some people out there who tend to look down upon you. I was smacked down again.......but not anymore the next time......
No point regreting over the pass..because the stain is already there.
Dreams...or some resolutions that i have mention previously, has somewhat turn upside down. The only way out now is to improve myself.
Life is going to change when we go somewhere else..to pursue our studies, ur thinking...personality..this is the turning point of our lives..and hopefully we will be a better person.
I will carry along the good memories i had with my buddies..thats for sure.
Yesterday i followed Adeline and Sharon to karamusing after taking our results..at the same time went to AC services to take some brochure. Accompanied Sharon to book her air ticket. Gosh the queue was extreamly long...took 2hours to reach Sharon's turn. we didnt stand there and wait for 2hours. There was enough time for us to have lunch and walk around.
Oh ya..as i was walking towards the escalator i collided on someone..*embarrased*...haha i didnt notice the person at all..my mind was somewhere else i think..LOL
hahahahahaha. Good thing the person didnt scream at me..or i will kick his *** ..nah just kidding..haha.
alright gotta stop here. Till then.
ciou~
3:02 PM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
♥ Decisions..
Right now the toughest thing in life is making decisions..you cant stand on two boats with one leg rite?..Each choices that are given has pros and cons..in the end there is only one that you can pick and that will lead you to your destiny.
Its so hard to visualize what is going to happen in the future! =\
very...very...confusing...
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clueless of what to blog...anyway will blog again soon when something comes up in my mind ;)
ciou!~
Its so hard to visualize what is going to happen in the future! =\
very...very...confusing...
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clueless of what to blog...anyway will blog again soon when something comes up in my mind ;)
ciou!~
1:09 PM
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
The Happy and Worst Day of my life is today, the 8th of August. It is suppose to be the joyous day of my 19years living in this world..but it turn out to be the day when i shed tears of a broken heart. I woke up this morning and told myself that i am 19 already..my last teenage year..and one step to adulthood. I couldnt believe myself..one blink of an eye and i am 19!
I was happy in the morning..i received , a big hug from my mom,sms-es frm friends and cousins wishing me "happy birthday"!
Thanks for remembring my birthday. I went to watch a horror movie with cheryl,adeline and kylie..hmm horror movie on my birthday?..is it a bad thing?!..oh well, the movie wasnt that scary at all..just the sudden blast of sound..and the appearence of the ghost that frightens you..common thing in a horror movie. We took sticker photos too after the movie..and walk around palm square.
The drastic turn of my life happens when i receive an sms frm my friend, telling me that we can ask for our results.i was nervous, dunno what to expect..wondering if i should call or not..or maybe call another day instead. But eventho i desperately don't want to know the results as early as today i told myself that its already there and in the end you still have to face it.
Kylie gave a shot first..enquiring for her results..and it was me.
The institute phone line was busy, i bet many of the x-IS students desperately wants to know their results.
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My results..i couldnt believe my ears! i did badly. my other friends did quite well, i expected this to happen..my life has drastically change..the whole world seem to tumble down..my heart was broken into many pieces..my mind was blocked..i was devastated! I couldnt control my emotions..tears just roll down my cheeks. My happy times just washed off..and now all i could think of now is ... what am i capable of...what suites me..where am i goin to go next if this route doesnt work. i am really stunt..
Why did it happen today, why can't it be tomorrow of the next day...why must it be on a day where i should be happy..
i disappoint alot of people..most of all my family, the humiliation that they are going to face..including myself.
I fail to prove myself...fail in so many aspects..I just dont know wat is going to happen next.I dont feel sorry for myself but for my parents eventhough they didnt scold me..eventhough they still sound happy..looking through their faces i can tell the amount of disappointment. i am so terrible.
I just hope that there is a way...maybe this is not my field..but i m very unsure of what i really want to do..why is it so hard to decide. Is my talent usable to the society and can it secure my future..i am very unsure. Luck isnt with me..
right now i cant just sit here and wonder................i have to think deeply...................can someone teach me how?
find out.............what i am capable of....................
I can say that i received a wonderful gift today,..a gift that tells me..to learn frm my mistake and rise up again. Although it is sad but its fated to happen. Congrats to those who did well =)
Thanks Vengli,Aiming,Pan,Sheereen,Fong,Simon and Kel for the surprise..i was really touched!
Life has to carry on untill your last breath.
Happy birthday Felicia.
I was happy in the morning..i received , a big hug from my mom,sms-es frm friends and cousins wishing me "happy birthday"!
Thanks for remembring my birthday. I went to watch a horror movie with cheryl,adeline and kylie..hmm horror movie on my birthday?..is it a bad thing?!..oh well, the movie wasnt that scary at all..just the sudden blast of sound..and the appearence of the ghost that frightens you..common thing in a horror movie. We took sticker photos too after the movie..and walk around palm square.
The drastic turn of my life happens when i receive an sms frm my friend, telling me that we can ask for our results.i was nervous, dunno what to expect..wondering if i should call or not..or maybe call another day instead. But eventho i desperately don't want to know the results as early as today i told myself that its already there and in the end you still have to face it.
Kylie gave a shot first..enquiring for her results..and it was me.
The institute phone line was busy, i bet many of the x-IS students desperately wants to know their results.
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My results..i couldnt believe my ears! i did badly. my other friends did quite well, i expected this to happen..my life has drastically change..the whole world seem to tumble down..my heart was broken into many pieces..my mind was blocked..i was devastated! I couldnt control my emotions..tears just roll down my cheeks. My happy times just washed off..and now all i could think of now is ... what am i capable of...what suites me..where am i goin to go next if this route doesnt work. i am really stunt..
Why did it happen today, why can't it be tomorrow of the next day...why must it be on a day where i should be happy..
i disappoint alot of people..most of all my family, the humiliation that they are going to face..including myself.
I fail to prove myself...fail in so many aspects..I just dont know wat is going to happen next.I dont feel sorry for myself but for my parents eventhough they didnt scold me..eventhough they still sound happy..looking through their faces i can tell the amount of disappointment. i am so terrible.
I just hope that there is a way...maybe this is not my field..but i m very unsure of what i really want to do..why is it so hard to decide. Is my talent usable to the society and can it secure my future..i am very unsure. Luck isnt with me..
right now i cant just sit here and wonder................i have to think deeply...................can someone teach me how?
find out.............what i am capable of....................
I can say that i received a wonderful gift today,..a gift that tells me..to learn frm my mistake and rise up again. Although it is sad but its fated to happen. Congrats to those who did well =)
Thanks Vengli,Aiming,Pan,Sheereen,Fong,Simon and Kel for the surprise..i was really touched!
Life has to carry on untill your last breath.
Happy birthday Felicia.
8:37 PM
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Hey hey!..damn whats wrong with the weather lately? I was about to get ready for jogging when suddenly the wind blew lumps of dark evil clouds over..covering...the sun and the clear blue sky..ish!! its going to RAIN again!!! Shoo..shoo..shoo stupid rain...=P
Well since its raining outside, might as well spare a lil time blogging...
Day by day just passed by so quickly, everyday is the same routine...wake up late (10am) ,do housework, eat, computer, jogging, read books..tats it...haha this time i didnt go out that often, although i would love to but i dont want my mom to drop a bom on me.(trying to "repent" at home)..*shrugs* Anyway after these few days of repentance hopefully i wouldnt get a blast frm my mom..ahahhah.
Oh ya!Last week if i m not mistaken it was either thurs or fri..me and Adeline went to IS to send some old newspapers n rough papers then after that we went to have lunch in Wisma merdeka. As i was walking pass Saint Cinammon, coming frm the opposite was a kid and two ladies. After walking pass them suddenly i felt like someone slap my "butt" frm the back..tat gave me a big shocked. I though it was someone whom i knew..didnt know when i turn back it was a kid. i Look at her n she was giggling..with that nasty look and i think she is a down sydrome. Yikes..what a shock..maybe if the kid was a normal kid..or maybe if it was a grown up i would have scream back at them..=P Kinda embarassing cause i think some ppl saw what the kid did..cizzz..
Alrite have to stop here...housework time..laters!~
Well since its raining outside, might as well spare a lil time blogging...
Day by day just passed by so quickly, everyday is the same routine...wake up late (10am) ,do housework, eat, computer, jogging, read books..tats it...haha this time i didnt go out that often, although i would love to but i dont want my mom to drop a bom on me.(trying to "repent" at home)..*shrugs* Anyway after these few days of repentance hopefully i wouldnt get a blast frm my mom..ahahhah.
Oh ya!Last week if i m not mistaken it was either thurs or fri..me and Adeline went to IS to send some old newspapers n rough papers then after that we went to have lunch in Wisma merdeka. As i was walking pass Saint Cinammon, coming frm the opposite was a kid and two ladies. After walking pass them suddenly i felt like someone slap my "butt" frm the back..tat gave me a big shocked. I though it was someone whom i knew..didnt know when i turn back it was a kid. i Look at her n she was giggling..with that nasty look and i think she is a down sydrome. Yikes..what a shock..maybe if the kid was a normal kid..or maybe if it was a grown up i would have scream back at them..=P Kinda embarassing cause i think some ppl saw what the kid did..cizzz..
Alrite have to stop here...housework time..laters!~
7:16 PM